It’s one of those days I feel so isolated by my loneliness.
My thoughts keep themselves company in reserved hushes so as not to attract the attention of strangers.
Ugh. Makes me vulnerable
just writing it.
I just want to be
But, I don’t; because maybe
it’ll just help me realize what
I’ve been missing.
This void will not feel/fill itself.
I’m going to do something reckless.
I am going to do something stupid.
I’m going to tear down
these goddamn walls
that I’ve spent a lifetime building–
If I have to rip them down
with my teeth,
tear nails out of beds.
Goddamn dams are coming loose